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02 November 2010 // 12:08 PM

          We have our own story right? We stand in different opinions, perspectives, and beliefs. So do I and I live my life in believing just like this … “Our lives are books and each day is a page… We can’t erase what has already been written, but we can always try to make the next page better”. Since the day that I appreciated the work of world, my writing skills have been so active. It’s like every single day I experience new things, It makes me think more of what had happened and what I felt until it reaches to the point of “I wanna blog or write ‘bout that SOMETHING ‘cause I really cannot take it anymore”. Even if that was meant to release anger or just the thought to share my happiness. I just sometimes hate the time when I feel like writing but I couldn’t because I’m so exhausted already. In that case the thrill might fade. So yeah, back to the ish of my life… OKAY, I’m just a HUMAN. A normal, typical, extraordinary girl. Yeah! And continuously living, kicking, and rocking this very HUGE, RIDICULOUS, AWESOME, and WILD world. In my 16 years of existence in this CRAZY world, we tend to reflect and reminisce every moments of the chapter of our book. Way back my grade school and high school moments, who was I before? What are the things that changed? Well, I can say… A LOT! A lot has changed now; every thing in this planet transforms. Just like me - first is my body structure; I grew taller than what I expected, the shape of my face including my curves and all of the physical aspects that I have. Second is my thinking skills; the maturity of my brain, how I adapt and apply things to other stuff, the ability to cope with petty and even BIG dilemmas, the strength in me that pushes me to stand up still and never give up. The third one is MY LIFE… My so called “THE TEENAGE LIFE” – well, yeah, my college life is better than the past years I had. I guess, I just took stuff so quick. That I wasn’t able to think million times. It has always been my problem, always… probably, it only means that I can’t still stand on my own although I can be dependent. I still need someone who’d guide me. Well, that’s why I have my  mom; a very WONDERFUL, THOUGHTFUL, LOVING, SPECIAL and SUPPORTIVE MOTHER I EVER HAD. She really is a SOMEONE. Not just somebody but SOMEONE who’ll run after me, DO & GIVE everything… and SACRIFICE even if she forgets about herself just FOR ME! :’( She’s the TRUEST BEST FRIEND I have now who at times acts like a BITCH or MONSTER when she’s angry or just not in the mood. Yet everything will turn back with what was it like when the wrath is, SOMEHOW, GONE. Every time she scolds me, it makes me feel like I’m in HELL, totally. It’s like it’s very, very hard to breathe and I just talk to my brain silently and blame myself while trying not to cry. THAT’S REALLY HARD =’))). Every word I received and heard was really tough to accept and, yes, that hurt me but in the end, I’ll also think and admit that I’m wrong. My momma’s just so concern and she cares for me, for my name. Dignity and identity are two words which is hard to balance and we gotta handle it right. So, after the heartaches, it heals just in time and forgiveness comes. What important is I felt sorry and a bright light leads me again to be better. THANK YOU MOM. THANK YOU SO MUCH! :)

                                NOT YET DONE. I'M JUST GETTING STARTED. Hehee* :D

          So, yeah! First semester's over and I did good. Haha! Got my grades and I'm happy about it. Yay! It made me feel more glad when I got a news from my very good and supportive classmate. A special guy friend, actually. Heehee* He stood in front of me saying, "Congrats! Kasama ka pala sa Top 100 MDC students." And I was like, "Weh?! Mga kalukohan mo!" =))). After then, I went to the Student's Affair Office and checked out the board. Aaaaad, yeah! I BELONG! I'm just so much GRATEFUL to the highest level  imagine, out of more than 3 thousand students in Manila Doctors College, I  made it! Got brains huhh! :). Yahooooooo!. Thank you Lord! More to come! :) :). Haha! On my second semester, I'll make everything better. Study study more and even party A LOT! :))). Hello Deans Lister! HAAA! :***. Hmmm....so what more? Well, well, well... I 've found new friends. HRM1-01 uh-huhh! :) Section 1 in all courses has the hardest schedule. Your first class is earlier than the other sections uggh! Well that sucks but I'm proud that I'm in section one. Yiiihaaaaaaa!. uhhm .. I have this own group in class, which is my so-called "The Everlasting Maldita SiS'ESS" (SiS'ESS means Sisters & Princesses). We trip, goof 'round, make some noise, can be tamed and @ the same time, CAN'T BE TAMED too (mwuaahahaa!) *just kidding-HALF MEANT* But most of all, we're experts! VERY CLASSY.WE PARTY A LOT! BE LOUD AND PROUD! Hahahahahahaa! Yeap'yeaah! We are so in the track-to-the-hip. Fashion icons of HRM freshmen students. Whenever there's an event, we buy clothes/accessories. SHOP MORE!, One of our trademarks :). STRUT.YOUR,STUFF! NAME ITTTTTT! :) And When the first semester was near to end, we had a lot of fun. We focused more on enjoying life like go to the mall if there’s a chance and passed by bars when the first semester had finally ended. ‘Til adrenaline got rushed up through my veins. That was the time when I felt the REAL FREEDOM. My mom has been my partner-in-crime ever since and we compromise when I needed to. That's why I thank her for everything. She's my everything! :D. AND YES! Ofcrs. I'm proud to say that I BELONG TO "BAILADORES," an official dance group of Manila Doctors College! =D. A TRUE BAILA! SO MEEEE! :"> :"> :">.  Obviously, there were tons of opportunities for me and I just seized the moment 'cause I believe that It only comes once-at-a-time, more like rarely, and once you let that chance, you will surely regret it. And I SUCCEED! THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD FOR EVERYTHING! HOPE THIS COMING SEM WILL BE BRIGHTER. - LOVE YOUR OWN! :)

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